(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅

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[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

growing up with you, i hope this never ends

break or fall apart
fading in and fading out
so long as we're lines growing (together) over time

tempestuous life will never cease to get to me

ah these weathers,
these seasons we're shedding like our clothes in the night, let's bare

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

god does not play dice —

...humans, matter, consciousness do.

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

thsi is the type of stories i be recounting and telling my nieces and nephews LMAO

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

THE FACT THAT MY FRIEND GROUP WAS LIKE, omg david had his fucking canon "mess with an older guy" twink event .WOFNWODMKWX

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

got ME the one worrying over him.
and not the other way around 😭😭😭 ill never get over it (not like in a bad way. it's just. like... extremely memorable lmao. such an interesting... dude, lol)

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

life please keep fucking throwing funny hijinks at me, this shit never gets olddddd 🤣🤣🤣🫶

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

got ME the one worrying over him.
and not the other way around 😭😭😭 ill never get over it (not like in a bad way. it's just. like... extremely memorable lmao. such an interesting... dude, lol)

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

istg if he's one case... how many more traumatized *older* gays are out there...

shit.

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

the amount of times we normalize sexual assault and harassment from men astounds me 🧍‍♂️

like... why...

it doesnt matter if it feels good, did he ask you first and did you implicitly/explicitly give permission..?

like please,
please
for the love of god, don't normalize creepy behavior...😭 it doesnt matter if the person is hot or what not... like... you deserve so much dignity and better than that.

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

the amount of times we normalize sexual assault and harassment from men astounds me 🧍‍♂️

like... why...

it doesnt matter if it feels good, did he ask you first and did you implicitly/explicitly give permission..?

like please,
please
for the love of god, don't normalize creepy behavior...😭 it doesnt matter if the person is hot or what not... like... you deserve so much dignity and better than that.

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

STILL i cant get over the stories he recalled to me and im like brooooo half of that stuff wasnt your bi awakening and most of it seems like just sexual assault 😭 oh my goddddd...!!!!!!

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

he had really weird ideas about gay sex though...??? like the fact that he thought all the people who touched him knew he was gay/bi and im like NO, that's called nonconsensual sexual contact 😭😭😭 i dont think you should be normalizing that. people DONT read sexuality like its a book. it's something you say.

tbf he was like wayyyyy oldee than me, so fair, he had some backward notions

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

he had really weird ideas about gay sex though...??? like the fact that he thought all the people who touched him knew he was gay/bi and im like NO, that's called nonconsensual sexual contact 😭😭😭 i dont think you should be normalizing that. people DONT read sexuality like its a book. it's something you say.

tbf he was like wayyyyy oldee than me, so fair, he had some backward notions

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

LMFAO GFEOMJOKDWABLOPCQ

*flashback*

LMAO YUPP thats chris
xdddd thats chris from work.

tbf he was really eager xddd poor guy.

[The fucking thing @GeneralDudeOg]

When the top tried bottoming for the first time but he won’t relax

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

am i just a natural sex-haver???

idk (=w=)

even i surprise my own self...

maybe i should include THAT as a part of counting my gratitude..?

[The fucking thing @GeneralDudeOg]

When the top tried bottoming for the first time but he won’t relax

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

wooooorddddd..!

[aster 🌼 @themermacorn]

I think a lot of people need to learn to become comfortable with the fact that yes, you can actually have a perfectly valid & legitimate reason for doing something AND your actions can still be fucked up & harmful to others. Like those two things are not mutually exclusive.

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

i love trying over and over again >3<

it just reaps a plethora of fruits in life

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

let the patterns speak for themselves — no need to speak over it and commentate on it.

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

it's okay if the good guys finish last.

i think... that's the whole point of being a good person — you're in no rush to prove yourself.

you just walk through life and boom, let your own actions and choices speak for themselves.

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

to be honest i should write more about the reasoning i have behind the way i move and shift.

idk, ig i just never found a reason to take notes on it.

[(!18+) loonie is on Hiatus 🦢🍀🏳️‍🌈🇵🇭🇺🇸🏜️🐅 @FlightPathOfaBB]

i believe in it — the idea that the "subliminal and sublime" goodness is just as infectious as faults and vice.