I'm learning to feel, not run. This is my experience from isolation, anxiety, dis-ease & denial to honesty, humility, joy, courage, freedom, art, faith & love.
no one taught me and I started writing poetry, playing music without any training.
something spiritual that can express itself in artistic ways
how did you do that? I don't know. it just came out.
writing songs
divine connections
mystery in the expression
very mysterious
art process
inner witness
greater self
always observing without being affected
never changing
always there
earth goddess
awakening is a continuous process, never done
the inner observer
the presence we are at the heart of ourselves
retreat from that self expression bc they don't let the child do what they want & simply create
you have to do this way or that
people get repressed
only an artist can do that
only a person who's been to school can
we're humans & these are basic human expressions
Denial -
I am the sum of my problems and limitations
I'm in this life alone
I have to solve it myself
no one understands
opening my heart to gratitude
daily miracles
relax enough
mind lets go
music, words, images come up from you or into you
need to write it down BC 20 min later it's gone
when I'm daydreaming
letting things move thru my mind w/out holding onto anything. getting a whole image - downloaded into me
came thru me, worked thru me
I've been writing every day for a year and some people saying I don't understand what you mean but atleast I'm doing it. it's a habit, breaking the chain. - j seinfeld
internal push to stay consistent and not break the chain
it doesn't have to be perfect.