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I am sorry to everyone I have hurt. I understand that I was a shitty person and that I had many problems that needed solving.
Me being a minor doesn't nullify the hurt and negative impact I've had on people, nor does it excuse the things I have done in recent years.
This video will be honest, I will admit that I HAVE in fact handled some things poorly, but also that things like "I get off to exposing nsfw to minors" are complete fabrications.
I hope I will be able to explain everything soon, I am a flawed, but I have been improving, promise
Things are getting a little out of hand, I promise I'll explain things soon!
Some things being said are very wrong and I'd love to elaborate for yall.
I was still not planning on coming back to this internet thing anyways, but I still think a truthful statement is good to have!
@The_Percinator surprisingly sweet of you, I'm a lil odd but I'm definitely not evil I believe, thank you very much...
gonna keep making garn47 with all my heart
@FruitGreedCat @The_Percinator the feral stuff is very very gone out of me, never ever drawing anything like that again
but I will also be 100% transparent and say that I do occasionally draw a odd stuff rarely (not feral)
Its okay to pick on me for that, I'm okay with anything that isn't a lie
I'm sorry everyone, it's complicated.
I understand if you'd rather not be around anymore, but I hope at least it's understood that I've grown out of this for a while now and I HAVE been trying to improve myself as a person.
Even before the pressure.
I don't just want a pat on the back and for everyone to forget, but I do want things to be right and for people to stop thinking that this is something I still do, I want to be allowed to grow up
I'm sorry everyone, it's complicated.
I understand if you'd rather not be around anymore, but I hope at least it's understood that I've grown out of this for a while now and I HAVE been trying to improve myself as a person.
Even before the pressure.
@DickSmaII@DripAxo_twt@Pandilirious@scarymercy_@YakehYakkun this is unfortunately true, since I was 15-16 I was not around the greatest people (thanks vrc).
they lead me to believe the wrong things were okay.
you can see that in my oldest pieces when I was a minor, but I never ever drew anything with the intent of it being feral art.
@DickSmaII@DripAxo_twt@Pandilirious@scarymercy_@YakehYakkun Actually, one last thing.
I just want to say, this is something I decided on my own.
I won't let the Internet raise me anymore, and growing for the better was something I started since before you all thought you needed to pressure me into changing.
But thank you nonetheless.
@DickSmaII@DripAxo_twt@Pandilirious@scarymercy_@YakehYakkun turned me into I was young, I really want to grow and I hope you all can allow me to.
Not saying that I want this to be forgotten, but that it should be a lesson to everyone.
Last thing I want to say is sorry.
Sorry that I drew all those things, sorry to anyone exposed to it.