I need people in my life that I can FEEL . Life without emotion (energy in motion) is just stagnancy. What are we supposed to do with each other if we can't flow?
I'm just really at that stage in my life. I don't want to talk about people and what they're doing or not doing at all. I'd rather mind my own business, focus about my own life, what I can control, and how to love myself better.
You , do your yoga. Affirm more of the positive things. Stretch those tight places. Make room for more light, more love, and more LIFE in that body. It's not so strange. It's so beautiful. It's how soft things like flowers, wombs, and hearts are so strong, despite it all.
At one point, I was so "thirsty" for love that I was happy to have men take up space in my life who were not even available and I mean emotionally, too. Now I value myself so much that I ache to ask: What are you here for? What do you hope to gain? What don't you already have?
Some of us come like enemies against ourselves, so angrily that we build walls that are miles long like the Great Wall of China. Then, we prepare for our internal war with so much armor that hardly recognize who we are underneath it all.