FluffiStuf

35 | She/They | ADHD | APD/VPD | Social Anxiety | Hus-Wife | 🔞 |
Just a new to my journey MtF trying to get through it ~❤️‍🩹 #furry #ally #trans

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

Hihi~🐾

My names FluffiStuf and I'm new here. Well, not really new so to speak. I've been here a while, watching, observing, hoping to one day make my own little corner of this place home. I hope you take the time to read, and I hope its not too much oversharing. (≧﹏ ≦)

But if not, at least there's a tldr at the end.

I've thought of posting a lot before now, but anxiety is a hell of a thing and it's easy to wallow in your own misery and justify it to yourself. It's a misery that starts off small, like avoiding large events like concerts and conventions, and slowly over month / years it creeps until you stop going to the grocery or to see friends and family. Life becomes a drain of going to work, coming home, going to work, coming home, rinse and repeat.

I tried replacing my socialization with video games and even AI when I wanted to chat but just had to much anxiety. This let the creep inside, not the video games so much but the entire action of even withdrawing from online gaming and communities.

Now years later I have to take the steps to break out of that shell, talk to real people, find people to play games with again, stream like I always dreamed, and find a community that will take the time to learn my quirks and let me spread the love I have to share.

If you find my profile, I hope I bring some happiness, positivity, or a smile to your day.

TLDR; I have some pretty severe social anxiety that I am pushing through hard to unlock the person I used to be.

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

@chibidoki how did this photo of my closet doors get leaked? why are you in there? WHO IS THE CAMERA MAN?

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

sorry for radio silence. just got my fever to start breaking last night and this fogs slowly lifting. trying to reply to all my dms!ヽ(;´ω｀)ﾉ

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

இ௰இ wah, the fog was me getting sick, im spending the day resting and being offline / sleeping it away~

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

sorry for not responding to many dms today i promise im not ignoring anyone i just am just to foggy and having a hard time processing anything.
Works got me so mentally pooped imma go pass out way early. (≧﹏ ≦) zZz zZz zZz

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

@chibichomps

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

@chibichomps she will be there every stream listening to you sing~<3

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

felt this in my soul.

[𝓐 ⭑ @ayojoestar]

I have ADHD. At work yesterday I led the project, fielded every question, and looked like the most organized person in the room. This morning I cannot find the keys I held 4 minutes ago and I am crying about it.

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

@iky_fwjett even on meds it feels like all it did was make the space wider, didnt give life no lube to make he fucking I take easier lmao

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

@fw_naetoblaq waking up at 6am everyday for a 8-5 job and then fitting in exercise forced me to at least be tired enough to pass out by 1am

[𝓐 ⭑ @ayojoestar]

THE ADHD FRIENDSHIP PARADOX: AMAZING WITH PEOPLE, TERRIBLE AT STAYING IN TOUCH

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

@Novaa11037 @Rezeslv or heaven forbid letting the mask slip and exposing your friends to possibly empathizing and feeling your depression too, then making you feel bad for it.

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

@clarabelless of course!

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

@TsukiRiiVT awwww, just seeing your posts and such an awful situation! @GreatCdnBear is right, things will work out and get better!!

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

@GummiSaiko @BerryVialVT yeah I noticed it as well. i figured id be just unlocking the ability to eventually boost posts but suddenly I was much more visible just by subbing.

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

@denpafish I can only imagine the destruction that incomprehensible eldritch pickle inflicted inside.

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

@noinconsistency What in the sal-mon-HELL-a?

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

@YomiQuinnley Rarity increased! Looks like you're a legendary tier now!

[kira. @kirayhf]

swirly glasses girls are now an endangered species and NO ONE is talking about this!

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

as a person whos trying to build genuine connections before i am ready to debut, those posts semi-suck. i wanna meet streamers so when i stream i don't just have followers and collabs but others who i can talk to about the space, games, etc. ya'know friends.

[Gummi Saiko 🩵✖️ @GummiSaiko]

This is gonna sound very very mean but I feel like all the vtuber “I want new vtuber friends!!” posts are more like “I want another creator to network with” and it would be so easy and not mean to just say that and be sincere…

[FluffiStuf @FluffiStufVT]

@ShekaiGoto hihiiiiiiii~!! ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆