Michelle Andrews

The only shots I like taking are with my camera. Keep the violence to yourself, I'm a lover not a fighter. RP•21+•Former Sub•Trigger Warning 🐀

[Michelle Andrews @FlyingInHisCage]

What do you think,@Sniper2HerHeart? Should we do it?

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Tweet, tweet.

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Champ’s avi… |(Swoons.)|

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|(Squirms.)| I hope he likes that…

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I could do boudoir shoots of all the submissives for their dominants. |(Nods lots.)|

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Do you remember when you joined Twitter? I do! #MyTwitterAnniversary

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|(Squirms.)| I hope @Sniper2HerHeart likes my new avi.

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I need a new avi. |(Pouts.)|

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sharing in a therapeutic environment help? Or would it scare @Sniper2HerHeart away? Only time would tell.)|

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if things continue to go well, invite him to one of your sessions. I’ll support you when you share your history with him.”

|(I know @I_mJustDucky is serious. I trust that she would support without judging and help me get through telling @Sniper2HerHeart… but would >>

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possible.)| “I want you to do something for me, okay?”

|(@I_mJustDucky hands me a tissue.)| “I want you to give @Sniper2HerHeart a chance. Keep it in the open, don’t invite him into your space and don’t go to his. See how things develop.”

|(My heart thunders in my ears.)| “And>

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Confessing this makes it real.)| Having coffee or lunch is one thing. What if I tell @Sniper2HerHeart and he doesn’t want me?

|(@I_mJustDucky shrugs.)| “What if he does? What if you take him into the dark and twisty parts and he isn’t afraid?”

|(I’m afraid to hope that’s >>

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matter how many time I tell you, you’re going to have to learn this for yourself. Your past doesn’t define you. You’re worthy of love and affection.”

|(I don’t know who would want me after the things I’ve been through.)| I’m scared. What if--

|(I have to force the words out.>>

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|(@Sniper2HerHeart being the real deal was my biggest fear. If he was the dominant I believed him to be, would he want a used and broken submissive?)|

“Chelle, we’ve known each other a long time.” |(@I_mJustDucky had been my therapist for several years now.)| “I know that no >>

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Mr. Tank seems nice, but I--

|(@I_mJustDucky patiently waits for me to continue. My voice is soft.)| I was talking about @Sniper2HerHeart.

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behind my own lids.)| I’m scared. He seems nice, but…

|(@I_mJustDucky squeezes my hand.)| “I can assure you, Tank is very nice and extremely professional. You can trust him.”

|(I shake my head. My cheeks grow warm.)| Not Mr. Tank.

|(I pull my sleeves over my hands.)| I mean,>

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a week. Tank doesn’t know everything, but he knows your diagnoses and our treatment methods.”

|(I hate admitting I’m broken, that I sometimes need help. @Sniper2HerHeart handled my panic attack in the grocery store. He was kind when I told him I had PTSD.

It’s his eyes I see >>

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|(Had @I_mJustDucky told @TankItToYa about me? She and I have an unconditional relationship. Would Mr. Tank be the same?

Ducky is quick to take my hand.)| “Take a deep breath for me.”

|(We breathe together and I fight back the anxiety.)| How long will you be gone?

“Only for >>

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threatening. That should probably scare me.

@I_mJustDucky lets me get comfortable on the couch and hands me a small bottle of water. The cool of it feels good in my sweaty palms.

My friend and therapist is quick to explain @TankItToYa’s presence.)| Does he k-know about…? >>

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offered a grin of his own and stuck out a hand. With a chuckle, @TankItToYa said.)| “Call me Tank. My friends call me Tank.”

|(I relax a little bit when he gives a conspiratory wink. There’s something about him I can’t put my finger on. Like @Sniper2HerHeart, he doesn’t seem >>