FocusTunerDusty

Ex content creator.
Now just another guy.

[FocusTunerDusty @FocusTunerDusty]

@SapphireSleepin Happy Birthday!!! Hope it is an amzing one!!

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I'd take a goth or emo girl over a Swiftie any day of my life

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@The_Nozomi_Heku I could use some happiness XD

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I am so sick of this world.
Maybe one day my habits will set me free.

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@SapphireSleepin Honestly I would love to go if I had the chance. I love floofy animals lol

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@SapphireSleepin I never been to a cat cafe. Are they fun?

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You get one life. Enjoy it while you can..
Live life as if it is your last day. Because truth is, we never know when the last day will be.

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Fall. Such a beautiful season.
Though I really love the autumn season, I just can't get the feeling of loneliness off my heart.
I honestly just want someone to hug and to do the cute things with.
Maybe in a different life I will feel my heart stay warm and know what love is.

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Halloween tomorrow.
Used to make me excited saying that. Now it doesn't even bring me joy.
Life is making me numb to what use to be my favorite holiday.

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Why the fuck did I even make an announcement about quiting content making.
It isn't like anyone knew who I was. I swear I am a fucking moron.
Honestly like 99 percent of my followers probably have no idea who the fuck I was or what I even streamed XD

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So. No big suprise here. But I have decided I will no longer be streaming or doing any kind of online content anymore. FocusTunerDusty will continue to be my online name, but for now on I will never be making content.
It has been rough, but I am glad I met the people I did.

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Do you remember when you joined X? I do! #MyXAnniversary
Meh.

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I am back! Playing American Truck Simulator with mods!
Feel free to drop in and say hi!
https://t.co/Y1Jht6aNHe

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@Leafions My day be so fine... then boom. My dog jumps into my plate of food.

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So, I had a crazy thought...
What if I just do a funny thing and start streaming again after work or what not.
I may start doing VRC and Trucker Sim streams again.
Just a thought for now, but who knows.

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I am so mentally exhausted from life.
Tired of it all.

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Honestly, I really hate myself

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A couple of pictures of my Focus RS I took and edited.

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3/3
Me:Also the constant torture I receive from my family due to them constantly screaming and fighting with each other to the point where I can not here people laughing and being loud without thinking there is a fight.
I am at war with my mind and I am very much losing...

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My friend: Hey bud, I got a question.

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Me: Shoot

Friend: Well, I know you are starting to do better in life. You have your dream job, you make awesome money, and you even have one of your dream cars. Only thing I want to know is why are you still so depressed?...

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Me: To be honest man, waking up everyday with the feeling that i will never be good enough to be loved by anyone. Feeling alone in a crowded room...

Friend: oh...