I donβt want my life to just be a pattern of me letting everything go;
For once I just want someone to fight for me, to choose me purposely and to show me that I am worthy to be held on to.
You'll know it's a different kind of fucked up feeling when those comforting things (songs, movies, food, people) are not giving you the comfort you need at all.
that feeling when you've reached rock bottom; and yet you have to act like everything's fine because you don't want people around you to worry, but deep down it hurts so much.