I'm sorry for not posting anything in a while, my health is still really bad and sometimes i barely have money for food or to survive. I know nobody cares about those things anyway. It's been hard
But lately all of that it’s been losing meaning. It’s been hard to keep that same motivation when I feel alone.
I always wanted to make friends and connect with people but I rarely got comments or support for things not related to my art. That makes me feel really bad.
I’ve been feeling really sad lately. Being sick these past days and months has made me think a lot, and sometimes I feel like no one care about me outside my art. It hurts me that maybe people only care about my drawings and not about me as a person.
I started drawing as a way to fight my depression, art gave me a reason to keep going. I tried to get better and to earn a bit of money through commissions and try to make my life better. Whenever I felt really bad, I think “I have to keep drawing and improving for my followers”