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With a trembling hand, Zayne picks up a single sheet of paper, messy words scribbled across the back of it and steps up to a white marble podium, addressing a crowd of familiar and unfamiliar faces, most of them forlorn and all of them dressed in black.
With a clearing of his throat, he speaks.
โWhen I met you, I was struggling with trying to find out what my purpose was. I felt like I was closed off, unemotional, and secluded from people. I felt like I was lost in repetitive days that would cycle through consistent motions and that time was going to swallow me in its wave of ongoing loneliness. I felt like a problem who had no solution. I didnโt know it at the time, but we were a time sensitive solution.โ
Zayneโs breath shakes as he inhales, casting a brief glance upwards which causes his gaze to land on a distant figure. The figure stands behind the crowd, overlooking those who have gathered for mourning and staring straight into his own eyes.
Zayne lowers his head slowly and continues.
โThe universe knew we only had a short amount of fleeting moments together to reach the finish line. The finish line of being each otherโs lesson. Despite every push back you gave me, despite every doubt I gave myself, something kept calling me back to you and something calling you back to me. And I think now I realize, that calling that kept drawing me back to you, was my purpose. My purpose wasnโt to teach myself how to love right, it was to love you right.โ
A large lump forms in the back of Zayneโs throat, constricting his words. Yet, he swallows it down, forcing himself to continue reading the words he had crafted with careful intention.
โI see the color of your eyes in your favorite scarf that still sits on my kitchen counter. I feel the warmth of your skin in the sun beams on sunny days. I catch glimpses of your smile and hear the sound of your laughter in passing strangers, so much that I have to double take to make sure Iโm not seeing or hearing the whispers of a ghost that mirrors someone I once knew. The smell of you lingers in the scent of a candle I picked up from the store you liked. I light it at night when the loneliness of missing you begins to seep in. It wraps its arms around me in the cold darkness, providing me comfort, just as you would have. Youโre everywhere but nowhere all at once.โ
Zayneโs hands that grip the script in his hand fall. No longer does he read, but instead, he meets the eyes of the figure in the distance, sincerity and regret filling every part of him.
โI apologize I was unable to fix your heart. But, I am eternally grateful that in some way or another, you fixed mine. If by some chance fate grants me the opportunity to see you again, I would gladly carve it from my chest to give to you if it meant you could live to see another day.โ
๐ || Zayne
CW: Edging, Orgasm Denial
Zayne pleading for you to say his name as he relentlessly thrusts himself into but you feel like being extra bratty so you refuse and just whimper into the pillowโฆ
That is until he reaches between your bodies, pushing his fingers against your clit as he circles it with just the right amount of pressure to send your back archingโฆ
He pleads, no demands this time, for you to say his name otherwise he will stop, leaving you teetering just on the edge of pleasure until you doโฆ
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idk I kinda just need to grind against Zayneโs lap while I feel him getting hard underneath me as heโs kissing all over my lips, face, neck, and chest muttering sweet nothings about how beautiful I look and how good I feelโฆ
I think that might cure me.
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