Fragile Caveman

Mental Health Vlogger. Part of my mental health project where I try to reclaim my sanity.
BiPolar Type 1 | AVPD | BPD
Late in life Dx | ❤️Em | Dad of 3 | UU 🌎

[MrBeast @MrBeast]

I’m gonna give 10 random people that repost this and follow me $25,000 for fun (the $250,000 my X video made)

I’ll pick the winners in 72 hours

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

I #judge myself very harshly for how I interact with #friends and the #concept of #friendship in general and I need to just on being a good #friend. #introvert #extrovert #outgoing #judgmental #vlog #bipolar #avpd #bpd #mentalhealth #headcanon

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[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

@mentalmidget20 How can a test of an EAS be a conspiracy?

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

I've noticed over the past few weeks I'm no longer immune to the kids' sneaking up on me yet at the same time I have developed a 6th sense for where exactly in the house the cats are at any given moment.

Is this the toxoplasmosis settling in?

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

My communication skills are already poor, especially emotional communication, and worse when I'm angry. #anger #angry #emotional #communication #skill #skills #mentalhealth #bpd #avpd #bipolar #vlog
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[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

Anger is both the worst and best motivator #anger #motivation #selfhate #hatred #vlog #bipolar #bpd #issues #avpd #mentalhealth https://t.co/5Dyk4vinqZ

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

Anger comes from fear, which leads to self hatred #mentalhealth #bipolar #bpd #avpd #vlog #anger #fear #hatred https://t.co/OvGuWYoKLx

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

@bpdbadass So glad to see your tweet!

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

How did I get so good at tearing myself down? With bats labeled 'selfworth' 'existential' and 'past trauma' if I let go I can pulverize myself in moments.
And those are just the most familiar bats I wail on my psyche with.

I have more bats.

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

There's lines of though I have to white knuckle hold myself back from thinking down because of the likelihood of traumatizing myself.

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

Its so easy to mindfuck yourself into trauma that then takes years to come to terms with.

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

Anger

The Theme of Me has clearly been Anger the last few days. Hope its a side effect of quitting nicotine, and not a defacto 'State of Being' of mine that the goddamn nicotine was just covering up.

#mentalhealth #quitsmoking #struggles #struggling #angry #anger #nicotine

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

@bpdbadass I hope you're OK. It is a beautiful world when you are finally able take charge of giving yourself the room to breath in it. Its not an easy thing to do, it can take years you're not even sure you have, but you will get there!

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

@elonmusk Why did this godawful abortion of a tweet get sent to my 'Notifications' page when I don't follow this massive tool?

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

@BecauseIMatter Sorry you're coming under such attack right now, You rock 💚

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

Hard to get care unless you're having emergency/breakdown, no guarantee of continuing care afterward, prescriptions you're already treated like a criminal for receiving, drug shortages on top of that. It can be damn near impossible if you don't have the wealth for mental health

[JustJessNess 🏳️‍🌈🍉 @jessnschmur]

Trying to navigate the mental health system would drive anyone crazy. Imagine doing it with a mental illness. It is ridiculous! #mentalhealth #bipolar #Autistic

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

Dealing with a lifetime of anger at myself and my #birthmother after being #abandoned to #adoption. #mentalhealth #adopteevoicesmatter #adopteevoices #adoptionstory #shame #vlog #bipolar #bpd #avpd https://t.co/9JOL3tSMJj

[DR. Ashley the Charlatan 💚✊🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️✊💚 @BecauseIMatter]

This also includes reporting people on this hellsite…DO NOT REPORT PEOPLE for talking about suicide, suicidal ideation, etc

Just don’t do it, it’s not even close to okay

If you are worried about someone, ask them privately if they are okay

[DR. Ashley the Charlatan 💚✊🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️✊💚 @BecauseIMatter]

I feel like this is a good time to remind people

Do NOT call the police when someone is having a mental health crisis

Police don’t know how to deal with these situations & are more likely to escalate situations leading to death

People need hospitals & medical care

[Fragile Caveman @Fragile_Caveman]

@bpdbadass Just remember, you're really strong to put all this out there and discuss yourself with yourself & the abyss of the internet so openly. Stronger then you already know, and it sounds like you know yourself enough and are honest with yourself. You'll get there. You got this.