@FlirtingVirago He took a breath and forced himself not to tear up, gulping. He turned on his heel, hesitating to whisper, “I love you,” before he walked away.
He didn’t know what he was doing outside @FlirtingVirago’s apartment. She wouldn’t want to see him and she wouldn’t want to hear what what he had to say.
Still, with a shaking hand, he knocked on the door.
@FlirtingVirago He took a breath. “I’ll... see you around,” he said hesitantly. He wouldn’t. He needed to stay as far away as possible to keep her safe.
@FlirtingVirago “Mary, none of this is your fault,” Leo said firmly, “I’m my own person. I made a decision to leave something I didn’t truly believe in and I made a decision to go back. You can’t take blame for this.”
@FlirtingVirago Leo sighed softly. “Mary, what’s happened is going to get me killed one way or another,” he pointed out, “I’d at least like to die knowing I tried to do the right thing.”
@FlirtingVirago “I didn’t expect you to do anything,” he answered, looking back at her, “I just needed you to hear it from me. That’s all.” He didn’t blame her for being angry. Despite everything, he still loved her too much to even consider anger.
@FlirtingVirago He shook his head. “I shouldn’t have come. I just... I didn’t want you to think I chose this. That I was like them,” he told her quietly, “I’m sorry. I- I’m just sorry.”
@FlirtingVirago His heart dropped into the pit of his stomach but he should have known she wouldn’t believe him. “No- Mary they made me- I didn’t- he would have /killed/ me!” he tried, “I just- I needed you to hear it from me rather than someone else.”
@FlirtingVirago Leo looked away from her. He didn’t think he could look at her ever again. “I just need you to know that I didn’t choose this,” he whispered, lifting up the sleeve of his shirt.
@FlirtingVirago He glanced past her into the apartment but was quick to shake his head. “No, I- I shouldn’t,” he said, gripping tightly onto his sleeve, “Mary, they made me do it. I just need you to know they made me do it. I didn’t want to.”
@FlirtingVirago His hand lingered near his sleeve and he took a short breath. “I had to go back to my parents,” he began, his voice quiet and on the verge of breaking, “I came home one day and- and /he/ was there. Marcus had- he thought...”
@FlirtingVirago He should have been expecting that sort of reception but he almost immediately went on the defensive, taking a small step back.
He was quiet for a moment as he tried to find the right words. “I...” There was a pause. “I shouldn’t have come here.”
@FlirtingVirago He clenched his fists, unable to describe what he was feeling right now. He wouldn’t have bothered if he knew she was going to treat him like this. “Have a nice life, Mary,” he spat, turning on his heel so he could march off.
@FlirtingVirago “I’m not blaming you, I just thought you had a little more compassion than that,” Leo hissed. He shook his head, “At least now I know I’ve made a mistake.” He didn’t mean it really, he let his anger get the better of him.