Functional depression is real.
You work, joke around, take care of people around you. But mentally you are drowning in your own thoughts and nobody knows it.
Update to myself on here because let's be honest... No one checks or reads this stuff on here anymore. Still in a deep character building phase of life. Forgot how to cry but remember the feeling of wanting to. #DoMenCry?
4 years of freedom for me.FOUR YEARS OF LIVIN' MY BEST LIFE! Four years of adventure. Four years of working on myself. Four years of rebuilding. Few know the importance of today to me but this day, 26 June, is the mark of a huge life journey for myself. God is good all the time!
I feel so empty and lost right now. Work has been a true test of mental, physical and emotional resiliency. I am currently failing this test and it's such a gut wrenching feeling.
Some days I miss living in a big city. There's a whole different feeling being able to study at your local hole in the wall coffee shop and walking home in the warm summer rain with no care in the world. Just living in that very moment.
I can’t tell you how many drafts I have that remain in the abyss just because I feel like they’re not Tweet worthy yet I just want to jot down my thoughts or epiphanies.
@veeeeector Who cares about what other people think or what other people are doing. What ever you make is original to you and that's all that matters fam. You do you