法尔津

Existential loner

[法尔津 @Furzeen_]

Twelve things everyone seems to have forgotten about me:

1. I'm a fragile soul, pretending to be strong, but secretly drowning in my own tears

2. I've learned to let go of people, because they always leave anyway

[✒️ @Literariium]

“how do you know it's love?”

“it makes you a child again.”

[法尔津 @Furzeen_]

I just wanted one person who would understand me and hold me together.

[法尔津 @Furzeen_]

There’s a particular kind of heartbreak when the person your nervous system used to run towards becomes the person your nervous system is now bracing itself against.

[法尔津 @Furzeen_]

Sometimes I think the hardest part isn’t losing a person. It’s watching them slowly become someone else, while you’re still in love with who they used to be.

[法尔津 @Furzeen_]

It’s 6:25 AM. Can’t sleep, so I started rereading an old chat, and somehow it managed to kill me all over again. Some days, I feel like I should delete everything, but I can never gather enough courage to actually do it.

[法尔津 @Furzeen_]

Now I read those same chats and wonder where that person went.
The words are still there, but the feeling isn’t.
It’s strange how someone can still be in your life and yet feel so far away from the version of them you fell in love with.

[femiiiiii. @femiiiszn]

attacking someone with the information you got from them venting to you is so evil