ᝰ.ᐟ

𝔀𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓷 𝓫𝔂

[ᅟᅟgibson girl, @sainticide]

'it will get better,' they say. i've been waiting for years for it to get better.

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

“ i didn’t “

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

“ you totally did !!! liar!”

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

@OFTHESUNBEAUTY /. WAAAAAA

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

i-i uh i didn’t mean it like that??? don’t cry!

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

...

now she's bursting into tears

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

Geez you’re old…

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

... being 22 years old and falling
off a bike is embarrassing...

I scraped my knees but I can't cry about it

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

( he sucked back his tongue and the salvia filling his mouth so he can clearly speak )

fine… i’ll be fine on my own

( he would adjust his shirt and began to turn away )

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

...

( she was dumbfounded and hurt and completely at a loss of words )

fine , suit yourself Vinny ... but there will be a time when you're gonna realise how stupid you are

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

(Vinny didn’t really know what to say at the moment just standing there with a couple more huffs )

y-yeah you should

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

( Yumi seemed genuinely hurt by the lack of trust coming from Vinny .
Hand coming up to brush away the hair that fell onto her face )

What now ? Should I give up and let you keep going your destructive way?

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

( He obviously wasn’t in a good spot and just backed up refusing his answer the exit it needed. His lips quivered and fought to open as his steps back against the flooring being the only sound )

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

(he snapped ... her grip loosening on the jacket and she took steps back . staring up at him, hurt clear in her eyes )

Do you mean that?

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

MAYBE THATS WHAT I WANT… maybe i just want to be alone i don’t need someone helping me and i never have.

Not you, Not mom, Not anyone. I can do it alone ( his breath could only exit in heavy huffs of air )

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

( que her shaking him)

no you can't Vinny and no one said you should !! damn it , you're ruining your life when you don't have to ...

you have friends and you have me who are willing to go to great lengths for you and all you do is push us away

why?

+

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

( the redheads face would turn to the side as she gripped onto his jacket )

i don’t need any help alright! i can do this myself!

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

Apparently you don't !!!

( grabs him by the jacket)

You accept any other way but your own ... you have so many people who can help you !

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

( the hair on his neck would raise in fear as he backed away looking at her up and down )

i-i know that!

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

( there goes again,acting like a cornered ,feral cat )

Vinny I'm trying to help you out !!! This won't end well!!!

Don't push me away again !!!

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

( he nodded lightly about his mother but huffed, pushing the air out of his lips as his shoulders raised into a more defense position his feet stepping back pointing towards her )

Get off my back it’s not that important

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

that's good to hear

( she was genuine, his mother was such a nice woman , not deserving of what is currently happening to her)

go back to school Vinny, you're in your last year

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

( he felt her passion sighing as he took a breath ) i’m doing better now.. school was just getting in the way

she’s better.. a lot better now

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

BECAUSE I-

( she swallowed her words immediately but when she thought about it more ... she just sighs and let go ) because, you need highschool, you need to graduate!

... are things ... (gulp) is everything alright with your mom?

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

/. yes twin 4 life

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

/ LOOKISM 4 LIFE

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

( he stepped back loosing the balance of his foot as she grabbed him, his entire body moving with each shake )

I’m not? why is this such a big deal to you?

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

( she stopped , freezes in place for a second before she turned to him, grabbed his shoulders and began to shake him )

YOU DID WHAT? TELL ME YOU'RE JOKING !!

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

/. thank you goat ana…

write lookism *gulp* maybe i’ll join some other verses too

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

https://t.co/rIZSZ3R5EJ

you're fucking welcome .

we gotta bring back our lookism characters as well

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

/. i’m back to actually writing

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

https://t.co/rIZSZ3QxPb

accs from any fandom , come interact, I don't bite

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

( with her gaze not on him he just continued to look at her staring at her for once instead of through her )

i… dropped out ( why did it feel so weird for him to just speak to her now )

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

(she felt it and somehow it made her feel ... lonely , as if she has a conversation with someone she doesn't know and maybe that's the case ... how much does she truly know about him? )

yeah... how is school going for you?

(her gaze was on the ground , on her feet)

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

( Slowly his head would nod as she responded ) that’s nice i guess

( he felt so detached from her, from everything even this conversation felt like he wasn’t truly there. his eyes slowly turned to look at her again )

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

( unaware if she should trust his words , she decides to not push and ask again,hoping for a different reply and simply shrugs )

alright I suppose ... juwon ... has been pressing me with studying ...

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

Yeah… uh i’ve been fine ( his words coming out breathy and low, his lips barley pursing to allow them to escape )

what… what about you?

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

(it's been a while since the two
even spoke with one another , things were a tad awkward and
after all the times he turned her down she was unaware how to even approach him)

anyhow ... you've been well ... right ?

[ᝰ.ᐟ @GHOSTSABBATH]

( Vinny had looked down at her briefly eyes obviously stuck on her )

yeah… ( he slowly turned his head away from her feeling his own gaze as awkward)

[ᅠ ◞ 𝓙𝗨𝗟𝗜𝗔 ℬ𝙀𝙇𝙈𝙊𝙉𝙏 @OFTHESUNBEAUTY]

... oh ... alright ( her gaze goes back to focus forward as they walked side by side , hands fidgeting with the laces of the hoodie she wore )