// every time I disappear I feel like I'm disappointing everyone I had plans with or that were excited to write with me.
I hate that feeling, but I also can't change my absences.
My work is killing me, my health is not always great and I'm having thousands of matters >
// every time I disappear I feel like I'm disappointing everyone I had plans with or that were excited to write with me.
I hate that feeling, but I also can't change my absences.
My work is killing me, my health is not always great and I'm having thousands of matters >
Irl that keep my energy low to write even one damn character, let alone 5 accounts that Im currently logged into.
I want to write. I fucking do, I love these characters but I feel like I can't give it so much time anymore, nor I actually want to because irl is more important. >
// man, I really need a new job and the fact that I can't find anything than my current shithole makes me so depressed ๐ซ
^ a reason if I'm slow until weekend.
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โ โ โ โ โ "that surprised face doesn't fit you, [ reader ]. even Arasaka appears at Black Sapphire... and sometimes, even I step out of the Pit."
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Smoke leaves red parted lips โโ another lazy drag of a cigarette, an exhale.
Late night breaks like this one hit different when the weather gets warmer.