If you want a Christmas feeling, cultivate it yourself. Clean your apartment, play Christmas songs softly, get decorations or lights, and, if possible, a tree. Find pleasure in the mundane - romanticize your life. You are in charge now.
One thing about me... MY MISERY DOES NOT LIKE COMPANY. If I know I'm in a shitty mood, l isolate. I'm not with pushing my energy on nobody else if it ain't the right energy.
Living with a woman is the tits. I donโt own Christmas decorations but our apartment is a winter wonderland all of a sudden. I donโt have seasonal hand soaps and now I smell like pine cones. I rarely feel festive at home and now Iโm as jolly as a rancher