It's more than "ANIME RAP" I literally put my life into most of these songs.
I lost my cousin, a long-time friend, my brother, one of my best friends, and another cousin who was more like an aunt. All back to back 5 years straight and still had to be strong for my family, especially my mother. This song represents exactly the struggle I went through. Which mirrors Mikey's struggle with losing all his friends n family but having to remain strong for the gang because he's the leader. While still worrying about protecting everyone else.