Brigita, now you've made me see sense. I think it's just me venting without really trying to make a change, maybe I just keep complaining without actually trying to make things right. That sounds about right to me.
@outer_cosmo Sounds ironic, huh? A name inspired by love but clueless about romance. Haha. As for the stagnant life part, Iโd probably shake things upโtry something new, meet new people, or just do something totally random. What about you? Do you want things to change or are you just venting?
Maybe God took you away to save you from the heartbreak I caused.
As the moonlight shines over your grave, the weight of regret crushes my lungs
again, again, again, againโuntil it all shatters into chuck of blood.
Every now and then, I feel happy.
Sometimes, real joy sneaks up on me, like the kind that comes after a good night's sleep. I crack jokes in class, throw in a game quiz, and genuinely appreciate my students.
No food, no caffeine just ideas flooding into a mind that once felt empty. And somehow, those late-night bursts of inspiration always shape the best parts of the house, the ones people love the most.
I do have experience with it, Edith. It just feels like I donโt feel anything about it, not the joy, not the anger, not the grief, nothing.
The most unexpected thing I can do is probably act like I care about my life. What do you think? Good enough?
Good day to know you, Sekar. Seems like you have a real problem, unlike my unimportant wonders. Tell me, how can I help you cross one problem to another in your life?
@INHEAVCN I earn what I want, I earn everything I want from you, and if you think you have a chance to stay out of my reach, thatโs just me being unreasonable.
You understand, dear, than running away would not be an appropriate response to any minor inconveniences? Or is that what you like? To run, to be chasedโto act like a prey for the thrill of it all?
Now I am tempted, how fast would you be if I were to chase you?