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SHTWT // I'm an adult.

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Got blood on my pants :(
#sh #slittwt

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@isca_110410 Thank you! I thought so but it never hurts to be sure!

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Yall… is this infected or just healing (and if it’s infected is it to the point where I need to do something about it or can I ignore it..)
#slittwt #sh

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Chest cuts +my squishmallow bandage!
(Srry it’s so blurry I couldn’t really see when taking the photos)
#sh #slittwt

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See this is why I don’t understand why people think cutting is so bad cus like thirty minutes ago I was sobbing about how ugly I am and now that I’ve cut I’m over here giggling while tweeting about how I relate to depressed Bart…

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If I was to say those sad Bart edits are exactly how I feel would yall call me cringe… or am I safe?

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Me fr:

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I’m just ugly and miserable tbh..

#slittwt #shtwt

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#slittwt #shtwt
Baby beans!! (I think??)
Either way I’m getting sm closer to actual beans than I’ve ever been! ❤️‍🩹

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Lowkey was just bored…
#slittwt #shtwt

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Like I get so worked up and then I feel like the only way to calm down is to harm myself.. (it because I have an addiction.)

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Why is it so hard for me to get over things without harming myself??

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also I learned of his engagement and that he was moving from an Instagram post which idk if that’s normal But it really upset me and triggered bpd things…so I think that could also still be affecting me idk I’m just really confused on everything rn and I want it to all disappear

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I hate to say it but I’ve lowkey started to dread even the idea of seeing my best friend irl…like he’s moving away this month and he said we should plan a visit with each other before he goes and the thought of that is making me sick to my stomach

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Also the fact it might be the last time I see him irl is sad, we haven’t seen each other irl since august but idk it just feels weird that if I wanna hang out we can’t anymore

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Cutting myself did nothing so it’s either drugs or I blow my brains out……

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“You need to cover those” “make shure ____ dosent see that” “we need to get you something to cover those” “you should’ve worn a jacket” KILL ME

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How it feels wearing short sleeves around my mom: