@D0GYUCK This this so so much! The clinic I went to do transition didn’t give a sh*t about me having a mental breakdown. It was very clear how suicidal I was but it almost seemed like they would prefer me ending my life then for me to tell my story
@HormoneHangover I really hope it’s true. I think I can continue fighting and not giving up but I really really hope that it’s worth it and that it really does get better and that it wasn’t all just for nothing
@clockface_guy@PlebSupreme Yes. Editing is what I have in my toolbox. It helps but it doesn’t necessarily take the pain away. It might distract me for a while but it doesn’t heal me ):
I know probably no one will see this anyway as I haven’t posted in a while but damn do I just want to end it all. I wish there were reasons to stay. I wish I hadn’t destroyed my life. I wish I could go back in time and tell that stupid kid that it’s perfect the way it is.
@Tea94852859 There’s no one for me to call. With my decision to Detransition I left most of my friends behind. Not because they don’t accept me like this but because of my shame. So it’s on me and not on them
@_beauty4ashes_1@goinglikeelsie Not even when they have cause so much less trouble than me? Compared to me they are perfect and I just feel so worthless.