I feel guilty when I interact with a post that’s not viral when it’s NOT a mutual of mine, bc they have no choice but to notice me and I feel like I’m molesting them just by existing
Maybe I’m so attached to figures like LBJ is because he can never and will never leave me. In a way being obsessed and having a deep “relationship” with these long-dead men is more stable and comforting for me than the unpredictability and weight of opening real relationships