Tora

Weirdo fangirl, crazy cat lady, dork, writer, and day dreamer. I play a lot of d&d and have too many crafting hobbies. Occasional witch. Queer.
She/Her

[Tora @GammaKitten]

Talked to my siblings & nieces tonight, and it was so good. Things have actually been really nice between us all, I'm missing them a lot. My littlest niece's speech had improved so much, too! My heart's full even if I'm kinda sad about it.

[Tora @GammaKitten]

Today I'm trying not to be frozen, trying not to feel like I'm just waiting to be allowed to exist again in the world once I'm gainfully employed.

[Tora @GammaKitten]

After being fired, my anxiety got BAD. I found myself stuttering over my words more, apologizing constantly for speaking but not wanting to be left alone. The uncertainty and lack of a familiar safety net and support really threw me off balance. I felt frozen in fear.

[Tora @GammaKitten]

I took myself out to the movies and saw Thelma to celebrate, wonderfully witty but poignant. I highly recommend it. I was so shocked that there was so little marketing for it, considering some of the cast.

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I have not always made good choices in those I keep around or knowing when to say enough is enough. I guess I'm glad she's able to for herself.

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Someone I used to love dearly and was incredibly cruel to me continuously, recently outed someone for treating them so similar to how they treated me. A few years ago I would have called this karma and moved on, but it's really sticking with me. There are so many things I wish I

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Had voiced or done. I let them get away with the cruelty and I came back for more, because I didn't think there was anything better for me. It's what I thought I deserved. And so many of our mutual friends think the world of them still. It hurts sometimes.

[Tora @GammaKitten]

I called my dad and told him I was fired, he keeps sending me loving and affirming reels on Facebook. 😭 I love that old man so much.

[Tora @GammaKitten]

So I end up doing a charge back through my bank, when I inform them I suddenly get a refund and another snarky email in response. Time to let my skates hibernate a little longer, because that just left a bad taste in my mouth.

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Tried to order new wheels for my skates so I can be a baby giraffe on wheels once more. Accidentally ordered just the 1 set for 1 skate. The company messages me and asks if that was intentional then says they can't alter my order to add the other set.

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I emailed them, asking why they hadn't been sent. They were waiting on my completely separate order to come through and then refused to refund me when I asked, stating I need to place another order for the wheels and that they have no access to alter my order.

[Tora @GammaKitten]

New game: hang up chicken. How many corporate goodbyes you can get them to respond to before they disconnect the call.

[Tora @GammaKitten]

Lost an old Rocky Horror cast mate today and it hit me harder than I expected. He was a good one, an asshole, but a good one. Bastard's never say die. 🖤

[Tora @GammaKitten]

We're getting a Smeg brand fridge at our new office, I immediately said "oh I use that mod in the sims!". Maybe this is why the adults ignore me.

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@Enasni Oh.... oh no

[Tora @GammaKitten]

It was bound to happen eventually. Dutch Bros definitely gave me real dairy instead of oat milk.

[Tora @GammaKitten]

Standing in line waiting to order my food and trying to pretend my blood sugar isn't craving and I totally don't want to screech at the slow people in front of me. Sunglasses help. (They're not that slow, I just waited too long and am hangry).

[Tora @GammaKitten]

Mine is a girl from my first street I grew up on, we stayed friends for a while but never got contact information for each other so after she moved I never heard from her again. More nosiness than anything at this point haha

[Tora @GammaKitten]

Do you have a "hey internet find this person" person? For good reasons, bad, or plain nosiness. If you could harness the internet to track them down, who would you?