Go ahead and take the stoner pledge. Make sure if you ever meet up with mutuals at cons or parties they can fuck you over with your prior consent <3
The burning sensation from taking a shot isn't something you should fight or resist. Lean into it, stroke to your body screaming at you not to keep drinking that. You don't listen to your body. Your fucked up addict brain is in control. You love the burn of booze.
The next three nights, one hour before bed I want you to drink caffeine. A soda, coffee, energy drink; I don't care the form but I want to fuck with your sleep.
Also, spend at least two hours a day on your phone in bed. Run your sleep hygiene. Stay up for addiction and porn.