Okay this made me laugh because that last line was painfully relatable 😂 But yes, I think asking what the course is actually supposed to help you do differently is such a good filter before buying another one.
Elias headcanon: I like to think his mother tongue/first language is Sami, Finnish, or a language from Scandinavia, since he was found in probably Scandinavia or Lapland with lindel, Lindel also wears what I think is gátki, traditional Sami clothes, so he's prolly Sami, they
“How much sorrow can I take” except it’s Achilles sleeping with Patroclus body for multiple nights after he was killed because he didn’t want to forget how it felt to hold him