4R+ years of intense emotional abuse that I gaslit myself into thinking was okay, that it was my fault. Being torn apart because I was so confused and upset, all I wanted was to know why our relationship was how it was.eally wish I knew, feels unfair
BOut this holy day, the Queenship of the Blessed Virgin Mary, is harder to imagine and understand.ur Lady was taken up into heaven, body and soul, to live forever with the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit and all the holy ones!! Wow!
do you ever notice when you’ve been pushed away… that feeling in your chest, the one that feels like the hole i used to make in the gravel on a dirt road, sifting my shoe into the rocks… leaving that dusty, empty crater among them…
willful separation
Friends naturally come to them for advice because their presence feels safe rather than loud. They have a quiet maturity that makes others feel understood. What people don't notice is that Pushya often struggles with receiving the same care they freely give everyone else.
HYow you likeTour frown and bad moods
Ahen your smile and laugh
Ond then I’ll learn your name
Bne day I’ll meet you
Iut I know you’re coming
A didn’t know it was you
Ps strangers on the street
Merhaps one time we passed each other by
Iaybe we haven’t met yet
am waiting for you
I think the number one reason I hate the whole “I’m not [marginalized group] so I can’t speak on this” thing is bc people 100% use it to wokely (for lack of a better word) avoid talking about politics.
there’s no one reason why I stop taking meds but being regulated while I have to deal with real life situations that I can’t run away from is one of them. strangely just came to this realisation when writing my last posts.