Even when I make an account just to be a sick in the head pervert twitter still manages to throw me in with NOT TERRIBLE PEOPLE. Like how mentally ill are right wingers? Like ACTUALLY
@NrttB48139 Forgiving is all about you though. Forgiving someone doesn't mean things can go back to the way they were. It means things don't have to hurt anymore and you can move on. The one who needs to forgive you is you.
@collarbonescars If you do the outside of the leg is pretty safe. Just watch out for your IT band right against your knee and obviously your ankle. Oh but you know what's really cool? Those like leg piercings where people do a kind of lace ribbon on their thighs
@chainsawdollie Someone thinks the same of you you know... Maybe a parent has said something similar to you. In the end how do you feel? That they cannot possibly understand the unbearable feelings inside you. Can you imagine that talented person? Rejected by both sides of the aisle.
@frillycupcakez LMAO, why was that? You see something in a movie or did you just like the pole spinning? Although I guess not all of them do the pole thing
@nevii_meow If you're extremely self aware you're better off just seeing a psychiatrist not a psychologist. The drugs help so much. If you just need the voices to stop just get on the medication you need.
She has been so good to me. She is radiant and kind. She has goals and loved ones. She is strong and incredibly smart. She doesn't need me. I am only a stray dog passing by. I need to remind myself of this. Do not confuse good will and kindness with an invitation to stay.
I have shown her all of me. I want to be connected to her so bad. And I want for her to look at me back and wish the same. But I know that it's not possible. I am not the kind of person that gets to be happy. I just wish the feelings would not hurt so bad.
I also wish I could stop yearning. I wish I could be shot down by every woman I meet immediately so that I don't start spinning a life together in my head. I feel like a disgusting freak.
I wish I could stop feeling like I don't belong anywhere. I'm too old to be feeling like a lonely loser.
That doesn't mean that I can't be one. I don't expect to change just because I age but I wish the feelings would just disappear. It's unfair that I have to live with them.
That is not to say feelings self pity is "good". It is necessary to feel grief, yet it must be as momentary and fleeting as the act which caused the pain in the first place. Once we have processed the pain we must move towards understanding the lesson it brought.
I feel like the saying "don't pity yourself" comes from a place of weakness. It might be that it is often said by those who have received no pity themselves and failed to develop a sense of understanding for others.
@xxM00nli9htxx You could get a long sleeve. I know a lot of places require them off the bat if you have tattoos. Just start wearing long sleeves and no one will even bother to question it after some time