Cloud Strife
Straight
NSFW/SFW
No rape gore piss farts
No Drama
Slow replies as I am busy working IRL a lot.
Please no reading my replies and not replying that is rude and I do not do it. If you are busy then say so.
Ok so a few hours ago I had a psychotic mental breakdown. I am not getting any better, the pain of losing my mom, and begin alone is to much to bare. I'm losing my mind. My grip on my sanity is getting weaker. I don't know what to do.
I hope everyone had a happy 4th of July. Better than mine was at least. I just can't get over the loss of my mother. If there are any ladies that want a 43 year old autistic guy for a serious IRL relationship please contact me. I need someone to be with to get on with my life.
I'm really starting to lose my grip on my sanity. I don't think I can cope with the loss of my mom. I really don't have anyone else. I have no one that can be by my side and no one that cares about me. I hate therapist.
It's been one week ago today since my mom passed away. I'm trying to put up a brave face but in reality I'm falling apart inside. I have no one in my life. I don't want to go on I feel so alone and unloved. I just want my mom back.
Today is the worst day of my life. My mom the only person I had in my life passed away this morning. Now I'm all alone and I don't know what I'm going to do.
Things just aren't getting any better for me IRL. My mom is only getting worse, I'm have bad financial problems, my legs are still giving me trouble, I have all of the symptoms of Huntingtons disease. I'm all alone and feel unloved and useless.
She is a horrible person and will tell you she loves you then just start ghosting you then just leave you for no reason. I sent her $35 for her birthday and it didn't mean anything to her. She only cares about RP, not someone that loves her.
Well things aren't getting any better for me. I guess I'll soon be homeless. The place my mom is in has started taking her monthly check without my consent. And I don't get enough to pay my bills and live. I have no one to help me no one cares about me. I'm ready to die.
My so called girlfriend just decided RP was more important to her than I was and she couldn't have done it at the worst time when I needed her the most. If you have an account on Aniroleplay and are friends with princess of ivy thorns do yourself a favor and tell her to fuck off
I need prayers from everyone. My mom is getting worse. The hospital has called me twice this morning two different people telling me the same thing and insisting me do what they think is best. My mom is all I have. I love her very much and don't want to lose her.
If anyone has a Nintendo Switch and Animal Crossing New Horizons please add me as a friend there I need more friends. My Switch friend code is 7631 2828 4304 my ACNH code is 7098 0881 9826 my Island is Green Hill and my name is Mike.
I'm in a very bad place. I'm staring at being homeless and alone. None of my family cares. And I can't stop them from taking my mom and putting her in a long-term care facility which will take her money and my home. I'm scared to death.
OOC I'm sorry for not getting replies in. Please be patient. Right now I need as much support as I can get. My mom is still very sick in the hospital. Last night her heart stopped but they managed to get her back. I'm so scared of losing her. She's all I have.
Mood: crying
Someone help me please help me! I'm scared to death of losing my mom. She's in the hospital in intensive care. She's all I have. I don't have anyone else. I need someone! This is not an RP I really am terrified to death!