gayfish45: its interesting to think how much we hide from the people we love
I dont think I've ever fully let my guard down, and everytime I catch myself slipping I feel the need to arm back up.
Even on a Twitter burner its scary to say anything.
fish food for thought.
@mydaddidmeth gayfish45 had a boyfriend dealing with the same issue.
Wishing you strength.
many are in your corner even if it doesn't seem that way
-gayfish45
@shoutartaglia sometimes,
gayfish45 goes to work early and sits on the curb imagining how great it would feel to die then and there before the shift.
then I work the shift.
-gayfish45