At some point you really have to tell yourself "this is not an experience I want to keep having" and stop entertaining things that don't benefit you in any way.
PLEASEEEE date a man who believes in romance and a provider mindset. Like holding doors open for you, buying you flowers, writing you love letters, courting you, treating you gently, planning surprises for you, and honouring your heart in every way he can... YOU DESERVE ALL THAT
Niggas want you to prove your worth to them in order for them to treat you right. Worst mindset to have with me cuz im not auditioning for treatment i know i deserve. The minute you pursued me was the minute you knew my worth. Don't play w me.