I don't know where I'll go from here. If I just felt understood, I might recover a tiny bit and feel confident to do a little kink. But I feel such a heavy sense of loss, and I feel so alone.
It's Foreskin Appreciation Day again. I haven't tweeted in a year because genital mutilation grief/trauma destroyed my kink life. Knowing I can't enjoy sex fully and that nobody recognizes the harm MGM causes makes it too triggering. But I'm still here, and still grieving.
How badly I long for the innocent days when I was blissfully unaware and I could just gear up with online friends or share photos and have fun. But knowing what I'm missing, I just can't anymore.
Today is Foreskin Appreciation Day: https://t.co/7dt8EkiMa8
This means a lot to me because I was non-consensually circumcised as an infant, or in my preferred terminology, subjected to male genital mutilation. A body part I value highly for its erogenous function was amputated.
@MaskedBiker Closed-cell wetsuits, the type used for surfing, are more durable than the open-cell triathlon wetsuits. However they have a less shiny texture. They're also less expensive.
@yinzfur@LightsOutDC I'm heartened to hear this because I do love pups and furries, but it's not my most intense passion. Now that I know a wider range of gear is accepted there, I'm definitely going to come to one.