I've annoyed alot of people... I've pissed off people... no wonder they hated me... I just wish that guy in highschool just killed me in the streets that one night... I wouldn't have to live and suffer through this...
What did I do to deserve this... I've been bullied, I've been wronged, my previous relationship failed... why can't I be happy... I just want my happy ending... why is it so hard to come to terms with my past...
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. WHY CAN'T I LOVE SOMEONE IN PEACE. WHY CAN'T I JUST BE LEFT ALONE. I CAN'T SLEEP, I CAN'T EAT, I CAN'T FOCUS ON MY WORK. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. THIS IS BULLSHIT
I know I can do this... I can't let the hate and my haunting past ruin me and sanco... it's so much bs too and I feel bad for putting him through it. He's only 17... and about to turn 18 in 2 months
I feel like overthink shit. And I feel bad because I have to put my boyfriend through this shit. And he doesn't deserve it. I just wish those dark thoughts would just leave me alone...