Why did no one tell me being an adult is just a series of being constantly uncomfortable and random pain not serious enough to see a doctor but often and intense enough to be an issue
Im watching videos of old performances and songs I wrote and its honestly depressing how much skill/passion I've lost. I'm not gonna be too vain and be like "oh i was so good I could have made it" but like it's sad that I used to actually have like idk dreams and shit
BPD sucks my dude
Bought a lego set today because autism brain decided that would be my weekly obsession and like was ridiculously happy.
Got told I should have probably bought shoes or something useful and now it's just like immediate dip feel intensely anxious and angry
I see lots of ppl cynically dunking on long video essays for cool points but like idk it makes me happy seeing people who are so interested or passionate about something that they can talk about it for hours!! everyone should share more of what they love