The result was a writing style that is much more straightforward and sincere than my usual, which meant I had to channel all of my goofiness into my sketchbook. Idk what to do with the finished product, or if it's even any good, but it was a fun creative experiment nonetheless!
Throughout 2025 I see no progress in myself and I started to lose hope about education and then decided to kms on my birthday in November.I tried and it was unsuccessful. I ended up having the worst "headache" for 2 days and promised myself to not do it anymore.
uighhhh it’s so gross to see how normalized it is to write about gross things like this, it’s so weird how ppl r so casual with having a rape kink LIKE UR SOt’s so so so disrespectful and insanely insensitive to write about the fetishization/romanticization of topics like this
they end up meeting but when Ilya first sees Shane he low-key cannot talk bc he is so mesmerized by Shane, he decides the truth is too emberesing and since he has an accent he tells Shane he is new to the country and struggles with English thinking their meeting is a one-off,
⋯ Apply it to yourself as aggressively as you try to apply it to others. Most people have dramatically different standards for how much time and grace they extend to themselves versus everyone else in their lives.
SSie scheitern daran, dass wir uns selbst nicht zutrauen, dass sie für uns möglich sind.Nondern weil sie irgendwann aufgehört haben, darauf zu warten, sich bereit zu fühlen. Ich glaube, die meisten Träume scheitern nicht am Talent.
icht weil sie kreativer waren als du.
"Life has taught me that joy and sorrow often arrive together. I acknowledge both—but every day, I choose gratitude, peace, and happiness. 🤍 I Like to Be Happy · Ma Sang Won