Cheryl here celebrating 18,370 days of being a woman💯
Been pregnant 4xs & w/my first born biological female child my body ripped from my ass to my vagina even w/an episiotomy while pushing her from my own womb.
Men will NEVER experience this because you can't change ur gender.
Again.. I'm outside in a busy ass major city and my cell phone service, via #StraightTalk is non fucking existent. #wtf has happened to this company the past year? First their shitty app became useless. And now the entire service has gone straight to hell. #Smh
I understand having the windows down, playing loud #music from your car on a beautiful day. BUT when pulling into a small motel where the doors to the room & the parking lot are literally two feet apart, why B L A S T your music like that? Have some couth, ass.
#Monday
All of my morning chores and routine are DONE. Right at 11:11🙃 Enjoying my coffee out on my stoop in this rainy #Monday
My sense of normalcy even though I'm back to being homeless in a motel life #lol as long as you have #peace, you're home. That's my new #POV ✌️💯
Shiiiiiiit I wish someone's intrusive thoughts would come at me. I've lived over half a century so far. I'll verbally slit your throat without one wrinkle in my forehead🤣
#HappyFathersDay
Charlie Benante @skisum is TEMPORARILY out of commission until July 4th 'Thraxers!!! We wish him well in nursing that hurt hand & look forward to him being BACK behind the drums sooner than later\m/
@Anthrax#NEWS#FYI#Music#Metal
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SAME SAME annnnnnd SAME💯 Christianity, sadly. Is a scam.
The entire Christian community is performative. Full of shit, all of them.
#ToddPhillips#TikTok https://t.co/nDCT7rPBfV
Thank goodness man. Three decades strong. I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have the #music of my boys in 'Thrax💯
They keep my mind from slipping off from that last piece of thread I hang on too.
#Anthrax
Anyway, the guy over the way gave me some food he doesn't eat. I don't particularly like it either but I'm not in a position to be picky. After I said I don't sell ass or drugs I didn't think he'd speak to me again🙃 But I guess I was closer than the walk to the dumpster. lol
I'm not doing this. I'm not a victim. I'm not a willing Jesus. I'm not gonna let myself be emotionally crucified OVER & OVER because a few people need someone they think less of, to hold the guilt of bullshit for everybody else...
#Freed
I'm made to literally think, I'm nuts. I used to save screenshots for proof I wasn't a liar. I now re-read my own screenshots, to REASSURE MY OWN SELF, that I am NOT losing my mind.
This is the same shit I did towards the end of my marriage. Because I thought I was going crazy.
Keeping a person in your life, just because they're THAT person who you give the shit end of the stick to all the time, is abuse. I'm not new to that anymore. Church,family, friends, employers... it's the goddamn story of my E N T I R E LIFE. And I am TIRED.
I can't keep living my life chasing people who are one hundred percent OK, with ME thinking I'm losing my shit. Because of their lack of communicating w/me, because they just don't.
It'll fucking kill me. And it's ALWAYS around these times of the year.
#NoCoincidences
Once again with these people. Thinking I'm their scapegoat. I've known for awhile these people don't like me. And quite honestly, it's now mutual. I'm done being the target of their mind fucks. I'm over their psychological mind fucks because they think I'm a useless cow.
#Moo