Robbie California

Very depressed this holiday season. Was a fan of things but nowadays I just spend my days counting how many days it's been since I quit pain pills. 856!

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

My friend Carrie who is a YouTube reactor needs 28 more subscribers to reach 5000 SUBS on YouTube. If you have an account please go give her a subscribe and help get her to 5000! I'm 977 days clean today from opiates.
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[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

I feel like this all day every day
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[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

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[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

You guys really hurt me by just not including me over Christmas. It makes me want to kill myself to be honest. You clearly don't care. I won't bother anyone again. I'm gonna kill myself tomorrow.

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

I'm wearing my Seattle Kraken hooded sweatshirt and brand new Seattle Kraken toque and it's so nice.. I would never buy myself something like this because it's too expensive to be honest but I'm not going to insult them by saying I can't accept it. It's just my depression demon

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

@ArmChairMaestro @oldhockeycards I've got a pretty large collection of McFarlane NHL figures and also NFL ones and a few MLB ones as well. The hockey honors my Grandpa as we collected cards and loved watching HNIC & my Grandma collected baseball cards we watched the @BlueJays win back 2 back pennants '92-'93

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

@ArmChairMaestro @oldhockeycards I've got his McFarlane Figure!

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

Help find this guy! He's dangerous!

[RCMP Manitoba @rcmpmb]

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[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

@oldhockeycards Hell Yeah. I also remember the 90's and wondering how the game was gonna change and I loved watching Teemu "The Finnish Flash" Selanne and Nikolai "The 'Bulin Wall" Khabibulin in White Outs at the Winnipeg Arena & remember saying goodbye to the Jets & cried. Glad they came back

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

Okay I'm sorry. It's just been a really hard past 5 months nevermind just the sheer depression I've been in as I have major depressive disorder and I'm grateful for my gifts. I just wish my family would have included me. I don't want their money and I don't want them judging me

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

And FUCK YOU for saying such hurtful shit to me and then you want to act hurt when I speak my truth here on this platform. Too bad. You wanted this clearly i'm letting you have it. You don't realize that you can't undo the damage you've caused and NEVER owned up to and will never

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

To stop treating me like I'm nothing or at least tell me why you Goddamn heartless assholes. Don't forget YOU are the ones who said everything I did to get clean and stay clean didn't mean fuck all to YOU Mom and you think I want money and I don't. NOT AT ALL.

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

Three things I need but don't ask for because I don't ask you for money for my medical cannabis, tobacco or your money. I don't want that and I just want you to know that. I do not want cash from you. You think I want you to "enable" me but I don't. I just want my Goddamn family

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

I really would have appreciated that instead of stuff I don't want. Look how much that would have cost: McFarlane figures: Matty Beniers 40$, Mark Stone with Cup 40$ Brad Marchessault with Playoff MVP 40$ & two other players so all in 150$ about the laundry woulda been free.

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

Clearly means to wash my ass which I fucking do but you know what WOULD HAVE been a great gift? How about letting me do some laundry because there's nowhere for me to wash my clothes in Town and I haven't had clean clothes since the last time you took some clothes home for me

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

2) My family needs to understand that I WASN'T INVITED on those trips my family takes. The memories from those souvenirs are THEIR memories not MINE. I don't want tourist trap stuff. It's Jacky and there's no actual thought behind the gifts at all except for all the soap

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

1 cotd) You should get something you WANT on Christmas. I didn't want money. I just wanted some of the new McFarlane NHL figures. That's all I wanted.

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

1 cotd) I got clean and sober and took accountability. I'm still clean from hard drugs and alcohol and I still haven't used opiates in 861 days today. I don't want my family's money instead of the "stuff" they just dropped on my porch. I believe that if your family actually cares

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

1) Just to further clarify my family forgot me this year & for some reason they didn't include me and just gave me stuff from the trips they took. I'm NOT ungrateful. I DO NOT want their money. Not at all. I know I'm a recovering alcoholic and addict.

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

Those things from your trip weren't gifts. Why can't you understand that I don't want souvenirs from your trips. I wasn't invited and it's not MY memory. It's YOUR memory I really don't want this stuff. You can come get it. I don't want it at all. What a shitty Christmas.

[Robbie California @Gh0stPsycho]

Well Santa,
YOU SUCK.