Sweatbox yesterday was decent, saw lots of people getting their life which is great.
Probably more of a me thing. I don’t do very well in a cruise setting because I don’t have the most naturally open/inviting demeanour.
Glad I checked it out though, would go back.
Where does the pain of taking dick stop, and the pleasure start? I feel the drive to preserve through it is just not something I possess. Wish I did…
Also feel like it takes me out of action for a few days.
What am I just not getting?
I see bottoms on here getting their absolute LIFE, and sometimes wish I could too, I really do.
I just don’t know if bottoming is in my wheelhouse. I’m talented at many things, but don’t think bottoming is one of them.
I have absolutely no shame in saying I am existentially drained by this corporate 9-5 lifestyle and I am doing everything I can to not need to drag my arse through it much longer.
All I want to do is ride horses, work out, kiss men and paint nice pictures 😂😩