Gini Howell

Smith MS DIHT. Wife/Mother/Educator. Views expressed are my own. Follow on Instagram in memory of my son, Cole Howell.

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@CyFairISD @SampsonElem @IreneRuizCFISD @CFISDprin Congratulations Ericka! So happy for you!

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@Matt_Pinner Valley Girl

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@elonmusknews30 Yes.

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@KindlyLoudly @cclguk This is so beautiful.

[Stefan Moore ★ @2StefanMoore]

If you lost someone very special in your life, this is for you.

“Tired of hearing that I will see you again in the 'next life. I don't want to wait a lifetime to see you again. I want to see you today, right now.

Tired of being told I have memories to cherish. I don't want memories, I want to make memories with you.

Tired of the words "time heals". Time will never heal this empty place called my heart.

So tired of hearing that you are with God now, safely in his care...an angel in heaven. I really do not care where they say you are. I want you here. Here. Here with me. I want to see you, feel you, touch you, hear you, speak to you, and just sit in silence with you. It doesn't make me feel any better knowing you are at Disney land or on a cruise... or in heaven.

I am so tired of hearing that you are with me always. That you are watching over me. I can't see a spirit or touch a ghost. I do not want you as a guardian angel. I want you as a face to face human being. I want you alive and breathing. I want to hear your heartbeat and see your chest rising with each breath.

I am so tired of trying to make a life again. A life without you.

Tired of trying to smile. Tired of being strong. Tired of holding back tears. I am so lost. The pain is unbearable. Sometimes can barely breathe. I am so tired. Tired of having a reason to grieve.”

#Repost to show someone that they are not alone.

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@ClaireCarmalt The flowers are beautiful. Just like Tory.

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@MeetMeAtCalvary Sending so much love.

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@lakelbj2 @TXConservReport @GregAbbott_TX Texas has school choice. You can choose private school.

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@NiallHarbison This is beautiful. I’m so happy for her!

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@estherkhaddad I am so very sorry. I feel the same way after losing my son. It’s all devastating. Sending you love.

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@wweisawesome123 Hi Ben. I’m struggling too. Sending you strength.

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@NiallHarbison We sure were pulling for sweet Alba. Thank you for loving her.

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@NiallHarbison She’s such a sweet girl. Sending all love and good vibes for her.

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@KackleyKel51721 @Christinethequ2 I am so very sorry.

[Nancy Pelosi @TeamPelosi]

Our hearts broke 12 years ago today when a gunman killed 20 precious children and 6 brave educators at Sandy Hook.

We must continue to honor them and others affected by gun violence with action turning pain into purpose.

We won’t stop until we get the job done. #EndGunViolence

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@KFaris24 @BeckJuniorHigh What a cute idea!

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@Samira_Artisty You look gorgeous.

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@KindlyLoudly This is so lovely. Happy Birthday Ruby. I am going to take your advice and do this for my son on his birthday. 💔

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@DrJKWallace I’m so happy you followed through and filed a report.

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@AJamesMcCarthy So happy for you both!