To All Geckos,
This is more so a post as CEO of SVA so I want to put it here on this page. I definitely want to assure you Zen will be taken care of, we began talks just about 6 months ago (shy a few days) and it was a long process of all teams working together. All parts of the process from Zen getting to know talents to staff to all the legal involved in the process were done to the most extent and care, Zens team is fantastic and nothing was overlooked. We hope you enjoy SVAs talents as well and all the things we will be doing together : ) We hope to see you around.
Today was supposed to be a huge announcement. Something new, wonderful and amazing to announce. The dono/tip goal was to get an update, & we were so excited to share this with everyone.
Sadly, this is an announcement, but itโs not the one we wanted to make.
We found out back in April that we were having a baby. We were completely over the moon and excited, and also nervous. We began making plans to finally move out of this dangerous area, changing jobs, thinking of names. Some close friends knew, but largely it wasnโt yet announced.
We went for my first ultrasound and the baby measured small. They determined my pregnancy date wrong and had me come back in 2 weeks. We went today and the baby has stopped growing, and they canโt detect a heartbeat.
To say we are devastated is an understatement. We are distraught. We did everything right, but sometimes this happens. Thereโs nothing they can do. Thereโs nothing we could have done differently, and maybeโฆ maybe thatโs what hurts the most. We will get through this. We will try again, but for now, we must grieve.
I wonโt be posting the dono link we have and will be postponing the fun things we had planned for the announcement. For now, we will continue to work hard to save up money to move out of this neighborhood and be in a better position for a baby in the future, but also to pay respects and love to the baby we lost. I donโt feel right asking everyone to give to a baby who isnโt here yet, but we feel we owe it to them to keep striving for the things we wanted to provide for them.
Right now, I have to get a procedure done that is incredibly painful on an emotional scale and I donโt know how Iโll be. Iโm sorry to get everyoneโs hopes up. We dont want anyone to feel like they owe us anything, and you know we hate asking, so the secret g0fund3 will stay hidden for now. (I know some of you will still look because youโre stubborn so I havenโt posted it anywhere)
Iโm so sorry that I am once again asking for time. Thereโs so much going on right now, but we will get through this. One minute at a time. @mrreeveski
@Arielle_VT@haruka_karibu@Nagzz21 Wasn't he bragging that supposedly his homework was done, SMH this balding Italian toucan actually lied to the warchiefs face ๐ฎโ๐จ