You're tired of always being the one who has to have everything under control. Decisions, responsibility, pressure.
I know you're longing to let go of the reins and just let yourself drift for once. You'll be surprised how satisfying true obedience can be..
When you go out to eat with me, you'll first have to meticulously cut my steak into equally sized pieces for me. After that, you'll kneel on the floor next to me, admire me while I eat, and then foot the bill.