PSA: I AM NOT A CONSISTENT FRIEND!!!! I’m more of a dependable friend!!!!! I'll go days without texting and calling you. That doesn’t mean I don't love you or don’t fwu. My mood changes! Some days I just don't wanna be bothered and also I have my own life , I
If social media wasn’t such a lucrative tool in the business I’m in I wouldn’t even be on it.
Lost souls influenced by lost souls.
I hate to see it.
I encourage people to have the courage to find themselves without the false sense of security they search for on the internet.
I am a Whole different Frequency of a Woman . I just know the shit that happen to me years Ago COULD NEVA FLY over here today. Definitely a whole different approach now . Too much Value and knowledge gained from being that low .
So when people from my past come back in try to throw stuff that I’ve done in my face to kick me down . Your just showing me I need to hire you as a writer for my Book Bitch cause I know wtf I did ....but you still linger off of it ...WOW !!!
Main reason why I killed my Ego was because when I started over in another state an got my SHIT TOGETHER. I caught myself being like the people who hurt me and dragged me . I knew being that way does nothing for me or that person but kick them down lower like I was . Crazy thing
Of my life JUICY AF a who wouldn’t kick someone while there down draaag them some more 🥴. I wouldn’t but that’s what makes me a better human being an I most likely will help people get through that instead of being petty . Karma comes back in different forms TRUST MEH .
That I didn’t tell him SOON enough I HONESTLY WAS EMBARRASSED AF and idk if anyone has been in my shoes but I’m pretty sure you pick up horrible habits being that LOW . No one really knew but I’m sure they did just kept in a petty groupchat . Which is fine cause that Chapter
My now Husband but back then Friend checked on me an I was tired of holding up this Fascade that I’m Okay . I poured my heart I told him everything.He didn’t judge me , he literally knew me before I was homeless he knew the REAL ME WAS an where I come from . He couldn’t believe.
CONTINUE: I definitely was slick a nympho an didn’t not give af I just wanted to feel something . Idk like my brains getting fucked . The people I attracted the environment I was in did not Help me AT ALL . Until one day I had to make scary choice to start over somewhere else .
For example: 3 years ago I was in a Chapter in my life where I was HOMELESS ,JOBLESS , HEARTLESS , Depressed. Literally defeated by life I was 19years old living in LA with a broken wrist . I surpressed all that shit by going out more being around people that didnt give af ..TBC