Visit my best friend since childhood of mine.
We talked for straight 5 hrs…
You know when we sit back and talk about good old memories, the image of each other seems like still stuck on back old days
Even though we might not be the same in the past anymore…
Some words can hurt really bad. I just couldnt get them out of my head, they��ve haunted me for a whole month now. Every morning when I wake up, those words make me feel shame, guilty, and doubting my own abilities. I become hate the thing I used to be so proud of.
I hate this feeling, half of me just wants to keep punishing him with silence treatment, but the other half feels like I am so bad, such a redflag, should I give it another shot???
I called my dad today, it‘s kinda the longest call we’ve ever made for a while...
We talked about grandma…
I “thương” my grandma 1, I “thương” my dad 10. He must be so lonely after she’s gone…
Today marks one week since my paternal grandmother passing, and I will open a savings account to fullfil her last wish. Even if I become poor and have no single cents, I will never touch that.
Some words can hurt really bad. I just couldnt get them out of my head, they’ve haunted me for a whole month now. Every morning when I wake up, those words make me feel shame, guilty, and doubting my own abilities. I become hate the thing I used to be so proud of.
When you have to give up on one thing that you really want, the thing you’ve tried any tiny single chances to make it, it’s not an easy feeling you know…