I go to work, and honestly being at work is more pleasant than being around them, and that’s just so sad. I think the people at daycare, the grandparents, everyone else seems to enjoy my kid way more than I do.
It may not be immediate but eventually that bad thing will reveal itself. It has happened so consistently, throughout high school, in past relationships, and now when I finally thought I was getting a fresh start in college, it just doesn't feel like a coincidence anymore.