Had a dream about going over my deficit for the first time in like 2 years and just realised that i actually didnt. I remeber having an awful binge dream back then and woke up crying.
Forced recov is shit im gonna start posting more again. This is so shit i just want to starve in peace😮💨 I have lost 1kg lately atleast but its so hard to starve when people are asking if I have been eating 24/7