I love joining new rp servers because wdym in one im calmly talking about studying and in the other one ive been given the role “e kitten” (ive known these people for 2 hours)
If I don’t stop getting insanely jealous of my friends hanging out and then just not wanting to go anywhere or put in effort then I think I’ll just end it all. I want to put in the effort but whenever I start I end up hating how I try to connect with people UGH LIFES HARD