Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl

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[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

@madokamujica Amen bro. So true.

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

Guys I'm
I'm literally

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

@NlCOLEIST Gamer brother but MY CLOTHES MENTIONED I LITERALLY HAVE THE FIRST ONE 💥💥🤍

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

I'm literally jane doe irl btw I'm literally. Asking "why Lord". . Guys I'm literally ja ne d

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

Ye. Perfectdolls or something. Random ride the cyclone hyperfixation hit me.

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

It IS getting better I just needed a hyperfixation

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

Trying out a new tablet

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

@meymunchan @madokamujica Did you pay attention to all of the words in my comment or did you skip the word "normalize"

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

@inwoef Dude what the fuck is going on
I left the fandom after feetside and THIS is what I'm seeing now when I come back

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

Is it ever getting better

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

I feel like I'm faking my OCD just because it got better (the other shit is drowning it out)

[кальмарочка 🩷🇺🇦 @madokamujica]

People with cluster b disorders used to be the most wonderful poets and artists and turned their pain into beauty and now they have devolved into running engagement farming twitter accounts that repost puppygirl memes and stolen fanart from pinterest

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

An American werewolf, but the werewolf is a slightly bloody golden retriever :p #wenclair

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

The kind of fear that makes your chest physically ache

[meru ⚢ @plaks4ngel]

why can i not go to a hospital and request medically assisted suicide

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

I don't want ANYTHING so much it physically hurts. I'm scared of tomorrow. I don't want to do anything. I want to just sleep forever until humanity falls and I can go and live somewhere in the forest without any responsibility except for my own survival.

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

@NlCOLEIST slushy please don't do anything bad to yourself. you're such an amazing and interesting person. please try to find shelter. we all love you and care about you, and I hope everything gets better for you.

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

SHES HEREEE ignore how she's literally on paper towels okay

[Amanita | Mesmer Jr irl @Green_Sickness]

stared at a group of guys longer than it is socially acceptable so they started waving at me and I showed them thumbs down so that no m*n thinks I'm interested in them(my friend pointed out how bad they all look(that's bad don't do that) and I was trying to see his vision)