You’re not lazy or unmotivated. After years of living in survival mode, you're emotionally drained. No amount of sleep in the world can cure the tiredness you feel. You have experienced soul loss, and developed a spiritual fatigue that can only be cured by soul nourishment.
•I give money that I don’t have
•I give advice that I need myself
•I make time for others when my soul is screaming for •time alone
•I tell you “you got this!” when I don’t even have faith in myself sometime
•I tell you “I got you!” even though I feel alone
The more you call your energy back, the more particular you become about where you place it. It feels too good to be full on your own frequency than to be passing your energy out to a world that has disconnected from spiritual power.
I love emotional maturity. As I’m getting older, it matters a lot to me that someone and I can talk about/through anything. Even if one falls short, especially me, how I can learn from you and do better. It makes the intimacy so much more real and lasting.
there is no shortcut to understanding someone. there is only sitting with them through their many deaths and rebirths and accepting that they’re a multitude of expressions, a collection of paradoxes, a culmination of their many lifetimes.