Pixie

I'm not there yet but I'm closer than I was yesterday. I'm dealing with this constant battle in my head 24/7. NOT PRO anything....Diagnosed anorexic 12years. X

[Pixie @GtPixie]

@wrong_road_ I'm still here just don't post much anymore I use Instagram a lot more now you can follow me on there if you want @gtpixie11 xx

[Pixie @GtPixie]

I'm feeling so manic today😐

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Hearts racing feels like it's coming out of my chest I can't handle this feeling freaking out majorly right now I can't do this again😰

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What have I done I'm so angry with myself😡

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I can't even go to the gym to burn it off as I'm working😓

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Why am I so stupid

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Now I feel like I need to purge to undo what I just did

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I never binge then that happened seriously what was I thinking

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I feel so guilty

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Just binged on 1punnet of blueberries, 1punnet of strawberries and 1punnet of raspberries😓. Can I even class that as a binge❓❓❓❓

[Pixie @GtPixie]

Punnet of blueberries, raspberries and strawberries for lunch before I go to the gym

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@gothAngelDemon I really hope so I can't deal with this I don't want to gain anymore repulsing fat. X

[Pixie @GtPixie]

So pissed of with all this fat

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I seem to have gained weight since going to the gym how is this possible seriously I need to lose the fat not gain more

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Quest bars arrived😊

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Just ordered my quest bars so excited to try them😀

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I hate being fat

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Got my new trainers for the gym today can't wait to lose weight again

[Pixie @GtPixie]

I miss dance so much it's where I could be me I was able to express myself through my dance💕