i cannot stop thinking about the time i wasted, how i couldn't know things before hand, bc how unaware everything was. I hate this so much, but at the same time i can't help it. And i think there's nothing else that can be done.
hell, i would continue not having any courage to talk to people. This game may did wonders, but i simply cannot look the same way as i did before, no matter how hard i try. Maybe i was never ment to be here, y'know, the fandom.