What do I do if my FP has started to hate me, they void me IRL (won’t even look at me or talk to me) and no matter how much you ask them they refuse to tell you why they r mad at you. (I’m feeling the worst I’ve ever felt and I can’t stop relapsing what do I do) #bpdtwt
Can people PLEASE stop posting depressive shi on Instagram 🥀🥀 I go there to distract myself and repost comfort stuff- not to read 100 vent close friends stories. Like- I’m already bad enough on my own I do NOT want to see allat when I’m trying to cope w my disorders #venttwt
How many aura points did I loose if my cuts stained my pants throughout the day and I’ve been walking around uni w stained pants for hours before I saw I had brown spots all over my thigh. #shtwt
Just to let you know- if you compare your scars to other people’s and feel jealous when someone has new scars even if you’re constantly relapsing… I see you.
Yes I lie to my psychiatrist, no I won’t take my medication, no I’m not even bothered abt getting recovered. Yes I will continue relapsing and making everyone around me hate me even more for not wanting to recover.
Im feeling things. Theres like something that’s going to fucking explode in the most drastic and damaging way possible and I can feel it building up. It’s like it’s in my skin- there’s something there I swear to god I’m not crazy please I really feel like there’s something there